Länge x Breite - Watercolor on Paper - Prints on Textile My first design for Print on Demand This is my very fist design for my "Youlune" Print on Demand shop. In the search for a way to pay my bills, I started a little shop in cooperation with an agency. Little did I know about the modern structures and systems behind 2025 E-Commerce, and soon it dawned on me, that I am not a good fit for the field. The agency urged me to mostly work with AI, producing designs en masse, an

36cm x 54cm - Graphite, Sumi Ink & Gold-Leaf on Bamboo-Paper Drift and Float Oh soothing dream, come and let me sink, into your embrace beyond, reasoning.

50cm x 85cm - Watercolor on Shu-Xuan Rice-Paper Drifting on my wings of fate, from world to world. Where will I be ?

18cm x 38cm - Sumi-Ink on Bamboo-Paper I look forward... "I look forward to the day, when there is no need for sacred scriptures, or sutras. The dragonfly will be the Messiah" Masanobu Fukuoka

42cm x 22cm - Graphite on Paper Moth Mystical animal, connected to the eternal feminine Source, lets it self drifting through emptiness in motion. Know knowing anything. There is also a story of one of my favourite Philosophers, Dschuang Dsi: "Dschuang Dsi was dreaming he was a butterfly. The dream was vivid and felt so real, that upon wakening, Dschuang Dsi was asking himself: Am I Dschuang Dsi, who was dreaming he was a butterfly - or am I a butterfly, dreaming he is Dschua

18cm x 34cm - Japanese Ink and Gouache on Bamboo-Paper Symbolism Tree with gate Trees has been the first things that I have painted. I love painting trees. They can symbolize worlds ( "world-tree" ) and also organic growth and structure. There is a certain order within trees, that unites with the chaos. Its unpredictable, and you cant put it in a box - but it is not chaotic either. Order with chaos in union.

26cm x 44cm - Graphite and japanese Sumi Ink on Bamboo-Paper Knowing yourself Attempt to construct a lucid-dream self with various symbolic meanings. Since I am a female ( yin ) earth-snake in chinese cosmology, this is kind of a "self-portrait" - not from the visible outer shell ( Toji-Gate = Gateway to the spirit-realm ). Symbolism Toji Gateway between two worlds - the waking world - the dream world, the spirit realm. Moon The eternal mystical and female consciousness Snake

40cm x 60cm She who is willing to pay the price Everything in the world has its price. She knows what the price is, and she is willing to pay it. So the deal is made, and reality obeys. Symbolism Sacrificial Vessel Vessel of consciousness that carries something of value, that is given willingly in order to gain something else. Flames in the Vessel with fire Same as candles, it represents the controlled fire of desire, that is brought into a ritual context.

Mixed Media - Watercolor, Ink and Procreate Come and follow me... Follow the attraction that you feel. Let the force of Attraction guide your steps.

60cm x 82cm - Watercolor and japanese Pigments on Shu-Xuan Paper Eine kleine Überschrift die nicht den Titel des Bildes benennt, sondern... Erklärung zu den Hintergrundgedanken des Bildes. Die Geschichte kurz erzählen, vielleicht ein kleines Gedicht dazu oder sonst einen Hintergrund ? Wichtig - in der normalen Gallerie keine Entstehungsbilder, sondern vielleicht Seitliche Aufnahmen oder auch Mockups ? Wenn ich Work in Progress Bilder poste, dann als eigenständige Beiträge.

30cm x 50cm - Sumi Ink and Graphite on Bamboo-Paper The Muse of Decision is calling you to make a choice. Symbolism The two keys The two keys symbolise the keys to different realities. She offers you access - but you have to choose one. Muses Lace Represents the symmetric value of different realitie. There is not one "good choice" and one "bad" - they are different - but same in value. Its not about one choice being better then another - its about manifesting something throug

44cm x 64cm - Watercolor on Paper with Watercolor-Ground - adjustments in Procreate The small gathering Drop by drop, the little streams gather. Calmly flowing, next to me.

52cm x 38cm - Japanese Pigments on mounted Arches Watercolor-Paper Sophia - the gnostic mystery I am her. She was brave enough - to leave the whole. She enterd the void - and found the eternal source. For she was looking into the dark. The dark that filled her. Nothing was ever wrong. All beings are on her way. She scattered through love. My soul - is her. A fragment - but whole as well. So she creates - the eternal way, within the void. Symbolism The Trees The trees of the w

32cm x 20cm - Watercolor on Bamboo-Paper Symbolism The Bridge Connection between two realms - betwen the waking world and the world of the dreams. Toji Gateway into the realm of the spirits - see "Shintoism"

16cm x 36cm - Watercolor on Bamboo-Paper

25cm x 36cm Watercolor and Gold-Leaf on Paper Lucid Dreaming Magick This personal piece served as a meditation object. I had re-occuring nightmares of the same kind. According to the magical triangle, which consists of "Energy - Focus - Symbolic vessel" I constructed this symbolic vessel to meditate upon. The sexual nature is very intentionally, since sexual energy is one of the few energy forms thats very accessible and strong enough to defeat the energy of fear, especially

"She who walks alone" This piece is of special meaning to me. It was my first painting ever sold. The following is an absolute real story - I hope it can inspire some of you: I was stuck in a time of fiancial need, and urgently needed about 400€ to move foreward with an investment that could potentially open my way into a small buisness. Having no other possibility left, I decided to trust the only thing I knew I was good at - painting. So I sat down and meditated for a long

"Ascending the Dreamgate" - 22cm x 32cm - Watercolor on Bamboo-Paper

Finally I did it. This picture was a lot of work, even if it may not look so. There are lots and lots of layers of soft grey washes done here. It may not reach the hundred-mark, but I am sure there are about 60-80 layers. For those who are interested in, I managed to remind my self of taking some work in progress pictures... so here they are: Here you can see... almost nothing. But a thing you can notice is how fine chinese rice paper is. It really is nearly about transparent

After a while, not being able to paint, I decided to finish this pice : Like most pictures I do this time, there was no sketch for this one... Unfortunately, I did no earlier picture of this painting. I just forget about that, while I am painting :(   Have to think about next time… I did a rough and wet in wet wash, for getting some texture and than try to see the ready painting in this… After being so far, I found the yellow a little bit too light, and the moon to less in co