36cm x 54cm - Graphite, Sumi Ink & Gold-Leaf on Bamboo-Paper Drift and Float Oh soothing dream, come and let me sink, into your embrace beyond, reasoning.

18cm x 38cm - Sumi-Ink on Bamboo-Paper I look forward... "I look forward to the day, when there is no need for sacred scriptures, or sutras. The dragonfly will be the Messiah" Masanobu Fukuoka

42cm x 22cm - Graphite on Paper Moth Mystical animal, connected to the eternal feminine Source, lets it self drifting through emptiness in motion. Know knowing anything. There is also a story of one of my favourite Philosophers, Dschuang Dsi: "Dschuang Dsi was dreaming he was a butterfly. The dream was vivid and felt so real, that upon wakening, Dschuang Dsi was asking himself: Am I Dschuang Dsi, who was dreaming he was a butterfly - or am I a butterfly, dreaming he is Dschua

26cm x 44cm - Graphite and japanese Sumi Ink on Bamboo-Paper Knowing yourself Attempt to construct a lucid-dream self with various symbolic meanings. Since I am a female ( yin ) earth-snake in chinese cosmology, this is kind of a "self-portrait" - not from the visible outer shell ( Toji-Gate = Gateway to the spirit-realm ). Symbolism Toji Gateway between two worlds - the waking world - the dream world, the spirit realm. Moon The eternal mystical and female consciousness Snake

40cm x 60cm She who is willing to pay the price Everything in the world has its price. She knows what the price is, and she is willing to pay it. So the deal is made, and reality obeys. Symbolism Sacrificial Vessel Vessel of consciousness that carries something of value, that is given willingly in order to gain something else. Flames in the Vessel with fire Same as candles, it represents the controlled fire of desire, that is brought into a ritual context.

30cm x 50cm - Sumi Ink and Graphite on Bamboo-Paper The Muse of Decision is calling you to make a choice. Symbolism The two keys The two keys symbolise the keys to different realities. She offers you access - but you have to choose one. Muses Lace Represents the symmetric value of different realitie. There is not one "good choice" and one "bad" - they are different - but same in value. Its not about one choice being better then another - its about manifesting something throug

"She who walks alone" This piece is of special meaning to me. It was my first painting ever sold. The following is an absolute real story - I hope it can inspire some of you: I was stuck in a time of fiancial need, and urgently needed about 400€ to move foreward with an investment that could potentially open my way into a small buisness. Having no other possibility left, I decided to trust the only thing I knew I was good at - painting. So I sat down and meditated for a long

Work in progress... Latest experiments with my own costumized textured blurring brushes for procreate...

Finally I did it. This picture was a lot of work, even if it may not look so. There are lots and lots of layers of soft grey washes done here. It may not reach the hundred-mark, but I am sure there are about 60-80 layers. For those who are interested in, I managed to remind my self of taking some work in progress pictures... so here they are: Here you can see... almost nothing. But a thing you can notice is how fine chinese rice paper is. It really is nearly about transparent